I am Willing to wait...until i get the answer i look for..

23 and 24 June 2005

2005-06-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

People well ytd i didnt update because my computer got some problems and the whole day i cant use zzz... then afternoon going out with Xinyi...well i not kind of happy lor...she bring mii to a far away place and i got to get back by myself...and by 8.15pm then i reach home...zzz..and we didnt see intial d i hate it lor...but we see the ice princess veri nice la i can say....haiz but i want to watch one then i told her she like haiz...nvm la...she is my mei i cant do anything abt it la....haiz...school s reopening soon...i am thinking that...i think i will not wait for him anymore ba...i think i can only put him into my heart ba...haiz...the important reason is that i want to play computer!!!! lol ...hahaha

22 June 2005

2005-06-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

today post at nf of course then sign up with maple sea...as i feel like playing it...wosshh...lol...then blah blah blah....play and play and play...well decide to be a magician....fire and poison of course lol...hehehehe...nice man...wosshhh...sry sry guys and ppl, i dun know what to say but then this few days i am really addictted to narutofans lol...really and then for two days i have nvr come in here i updated today only...sry ppl...hope euu dun mind me...lol

21 June 2005

2005-06-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

Well well well..today wake up at 7am soemthing as i couldnt sleep...this few days i cant really sleep much...dun know zzz...then go to narutofan post here and there...so fun and i am addictted to it liao...lol...been promoted to student wosshh...gd man hahaha...wooshhh....haiz...sian ar..done school two of the homwork dun know put where the literature hw...i never browse skins anymore as i think it is a waste of time...i only going to browse it when i going to change skins...lol...

20 June 2005

2005-06-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ytd...watch the iron ladies and rush hour two...nice man...hahaha...but then i watch the iron ladies two until half..i said i wan to sleep liao lor...very boring i find it...then dream dream dream until half...xinyi sms mii...then said that peisi, one of her frine..her ai ai is coming along with her...to watch the initial d which i ask them to go on this thursday..then i say of course can la..the cinma not i open one wat...but then he is the only guy lor..unless he bring his friends along blah blah blah...haiz...then cant tahan anymore sleep already...wake up at7.44am today...wwooshhh...go up play computer of course then post at narutofan forum and then play naruto dating sims...wooo hehehe

19 June 2005

2005-06-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at7.30am....and eat some cakes...mother going malaysia...cannot go passport later cannot go in then must go back home from there troublesome...then nvr go at home play computer...make a lot of things join fan clubs...blah blah blha...anyway NarutoFan rox!!! Espescially itachi!!! Woot....hahahha...i today lazy to browse skins...haiz...boring and tired...haiz...sian sia...nth to do post at naruto forum..change my signature and blah blah blah...haiz..this few days blogging will be quite boring as i have nth to do and write...just make a topic to talk abt everyday...

18 June 2005

2005-06-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today wake up 8.00 am sowmthing then wake up saw brother playing computer...damn la...morning is my time and he played...hhrrgghh..hate it...i go in and sleep again then i around9.30am like that then play....actually not saying playing blogging i mean...haiz...ytd was quite angry liao...today i also very sian sian liao lor...next thursday i am sure going to watch theat movie...if no one accompany mii...i go myself to watch...initial d rox man...heck care liao...ask ppl...some say not free some say go out with friends...well fuking reasons i call it...nvm...haiz...too bad annie going to malaysia...otherwise i would ask her go lor...sian bromwse some skins...post soem msg...in the narutofan...suddenly i am so addictted to it...blah....then help mother hang the clothes....well nth to do very sian...i want to sleep le...but then haiz...nid to do houisehold chores for mum so sad..tmr is father day...dun know what to get for my father...haiz...sian ar...then go to the market find food eat..met my mother on her way home..and i go market met my gan-ma...and my gan-ge...they there eating..go join them..then my gan-ma...paid for my noodles...zzz..very pai seh lor...then went to packet for my brother a packet of fishball noodles..and buy a drink and gone home..later went on computer....surf the net..go naruto fans there..and see got anything on...and later went to jurong east central with mother...see i so guai...hahaha...haiz...boring ar..havent done homework yet le...sian next next week school reopen i think...

17 June 2005

2005-06-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today well...euu must m\be asking mii why i am still at home..i will tell euu...this trip to bugis there is off..oh well..i felt a lit bit angry i could say...then like sian liao lor...said want to go then last minute...say dun want...and the photn call is in the middle of my bathing time and i got to get out there and take the phone call..my stupid brother then still...asleep...and that trip is off...cos of some reasons...first is that yang xing got go as she want to accompany yusan...then after that nvr go..nvm...then xinyi called mii and say the reson...well then i very sian sian like that talk to her..haiz....i really want to go lor but then they all haiz..xinyi cannot go out withouht a reason...so i dun really balme anyone lor..i just feel so bored at home...god cant even let me get out of this house to go out...hrrgghh hating it...it is really damn boring...nvm...haiz...anyway just now got dental checking...and called mii to see her in july...who want to see her...boring sia....iwanted to ask xinyi whether she want to go to watch movie next thursday...but she havent even call as she is bathing...but more than 1hour ago liao le....haiz...i dun know what to say la....quite angry....haiz...but then she is my mei...i cant do anything.....just let her be wat she want ba..anyway she is not the one who is wrong...the person who is her cousin...should have stated clearly for the interview thing wat...and i want to go out..but then stupid lor....haiz.....i am going crazy!!!!! Boring boring boring!!!! I hate it.......edit my naruto fan profile pictures blah blah blah...and then saw this picture so cute i love it hahaha...it is uploaded at the posts above there...enjoy !

16 June 2005

2005-06-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 8.15 something...nothing to do..went on computer....well i will die if one dun have computer...browse quite a lot of blogskins..and bloggie..and find some of the nice bloggie like http://starz-x-nites.blogspot.com/ and http://flamezz.blogspot.com/ ...actually is that i think their bloggie rox and really rox a lot...one with a missing euu skin and a jay chou intial d skin...wooshh...beautiful i love it...and i have been finding s.h.e wo ai ni that song...and find it on genevieve, which is the first webbie i typed into here...and i request her for the codes..wonder will she send to mii a not..cos i really want that song...so nice...and for the second webbie..his skin got the archives display i am looking for..it is display in date to date but normally it is diaplay in month form..so i want the date to date one..and i requsted him for that too..haiz..actually my gb senior also got one but then i dun know she is willing to send a not...lol...anyway i really commented that this two skin is damn nice and it totally rox...love the intial D movie skin especially...haiz..naruto 139 havent come yet today is thursday liao le!!!Ytd watch the Superstar...8.30pm show..find one guy look like milton and one guy look like ming yang..and one guy damn handsome and cute lor..that what his name i think is wei qiang...shuai le...hahahaha...but then to me handsome is nth lor..i think that the heart in him is more important than looks...but no one can ever replace "him" place in my heart unless...someone is willing to...blah blha blah...crazy liao la...anyway dun really feel having bf right now..i still want to enjoy life...hahaha.actually it is just excuse to get hurt...but i still love him...well ..hahaha...naruto
naruto ...blah...saw my taggie suhaila had tag me and advise mii on the ongs..english more better..and i upload some of the english songs..but i dun really know most of the enligh song singer..mostly know only..britney spear..hilary duff ...lindsay lohan...avril..madonna..bla blah blah...so it may be much diffult lor...zzz...sian ar..wosshh...tmr go out with xinyi my mei mei and germaine, yu san and peisi and her friend forget her name liao...i dun really know them but i think i can make more friends after this trip...hehehehe...so happy..wooshhh...no one answer mii yet...haiz...went on computer...annie told me next thursday nid to go back to school...haiz..then i said i busy la..maybe going to watch the inital movie...cannot dun watch...i die also must wtach this movie...i love it..edison and jay chou...two shuai ge...wooo...shuai dai le...hahaha lol...i also lazy to go school le two hrs go there heard the teacher talk rubbish...i rather dun go....haiz..holiday boring boring boring!...hate it...

15 June 2005

2005-06-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today wake up at 9am...then stupid brother write a note to mii..say that 9.30am then play computer...zzz..cos ytd he play until 3am somethine then go sleep...sickening sia....then so i have nth to do, gone down to the coffee shop behind my flat there...find see got roti prata to eat a not...and it is raining quite heavily...take shelter.. the stars of my necklace kanna stucked at the end of the necklace..sian then fixing as i walk towards the coffeeshop but then never open haiz...and i dun fee hungry at all...so went home again and then listen to my brother mp3 an around 9.25am i open the computer...heck care him liao la..so boring and i cant sleep anymore..once i wake up no sleeping for mii..unless at night la...haiz...then change a skin...i find it quite nice...hehehe...change some of the things and make and enchanced...well i really have nth to do..so change skin lor...i am quite choosy am i right? But then i always look for new and fresh nice skins..hahaha...too professical...liao...after that went one computer again...update and chat browse some skins..done some homworks...well the holiday i think is ending soon...havent even done one homework le...stupid mii...and still got test for math when i return to school...havent learn also...haiz...i say that before..see the teacher sian already...still want to do her work meh...haiz...this is lifee...i can say...well well well...this few days...i have been thinking of him and mii all night..then...i think that if i really love him...i should really let him go...but then...i think again...will he return to me...if i let him go...i dun know...and i dun wish to know..but i really wish he will..guess i have to wait for him more ba...haiz...love really hurtx...when not been returned..last time, i mean last yr i been rejected...nearly 10 times in a row...i really hate it...now he rejected me...why is this world everyone is rejecting me..i dun really need a boyfriend right now...i dun mind being friends...but i just cant control myself...haiz...maybe i nid to calm down a bit ba...actually i said i want to do homework one but then lazy la...watch Mars a movie...watch until half play computer..brother today let me play 3 hrs more...so gd...hahaha he played until 4am to lvl up his ms...so stupid take his time la...tmr not end of the world wat...i played...also like him but then not like him siao one lor.....played until lvl 25 stopped..cos i lazy to lvl then haiz...dun feel like playing anymore lor...anyway wat my brother have played...i got played before..so haiz..zzz..gotta to go liao la..buh bye..!

14 June 2005

2005-06-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today...wake up at 8.00am sharp...wow so actual man...hahaha...update of course and browse some skins for today...some are nice some are not...but overall it is their effort thats count...at least ppl contribute to blogskins..i dun have...haiz...i am not a prefect maker for skins...i wish i am one but sometimes things let it take its own course...haiz..friday going out with my mei....so happy...but then haiz...later if they go for the survey kind of like interview to earn $50...but i didnt go lor...then later i very bored walk around here and there...one person haiz...dun know want to go a not le...haiz....anyway friday then say ba...haiz..i want to see him le....today he got training....tuesday haiz...1 month cannot see him..very painful le...and sadx...haiz...poor galz...then upload my pictures into my bloggie...and then change some of the things...well..haiz...really very boring this few days got to save money for friday...after that broken...tio broke liao...save again...haiz...then go join zebo...dun know what thing is that...for fun ba maybe...haiz...nth to do play gunbound watch tv...well thats is my life anyway....later brother friend, Sam come to our houese give my brother something...and do somethings abt the mp3 thing...wow...i want one too le...but then so sad...no money to buy one...$80 one...after june holiday i think i am going to save money and buy one for myself...or i sell away my disc man and see whether i can get $80 by it but then i dun hav the ear pieces!!! It is spoilt...haiz..so sadx lor...yippe mother let me go on friday...wosshh...haiz...blogskins dun know what happen le...cannot get in...very furious about it...but nvrmind taggie and blogskin not working well..add a few more songs..enchance here and there...haiz...veri boring i cant stand anymore...going crazy...haiz...

13 June 2005

2005-06-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

today...wake up at 11.00am soemthing...then nvr online...lazy...cook instant noodles and eat...then i am thinking of tmr..i want to go out!!!....then i watch the wanderer last two discs left only...my brother ytd brought a mpc player with his own money only $80!!! Wow i want one too le...but no money...zzz...then he went out liao...got on computer quite early...browse some blogskins..i feel like changing again zzz...dun know why...then blogger...got network errors...cannot go in for a whyile...so furious...i am in the middle of changing skins but then something happened haiz...change back to the original one...zzz...i hate it....done some part of my math homework...but still undone...haiz....boring sia.....add a few songs nice sia...then listen to my brother mp3...hehehe...hahahaha...

12 June 2005

2005-06-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz...zzz sry guys ytd went home at 6pm something...too tired to even log on the computer to update for ytd...haiz...so i two day update together ba...ytd woke up at 6.30am something...so tireing...so early wake up to go to that stupid conference...luckily didnt sleep in the conference time heng ar...meet quite a lot of new friends...and well of course learn new things...this is my first time going to gb hq and it is quite big...i could say...so sleepy zzz...we pla games there and do many things....veri tiring..and at the mrt...see many shuai ge when we are going home...truthfully to say lor...but my heart will only be with him...hehehehe....went to KFC to eat with annie...and the sec 3 and 4 girls of gb...but then they went to shop so we go eat alone lor...eat eat eat...we spotted a guy quite handsome...annie type i mean but she have "him" in her heart already so too bad for the guy...hahahaha...then we eat...and i help annie buy...walk pass a group of boys...damn lor...my ex classmates inside and there keep laughing i dun know is luaghing at mii or wat but he look at me and laugh lor...haiz...i turn and walked away...but he from a nerd become veri shuai liao...lol...really lor...then eat eat eat..then we went home...at the bus i saw some couples and i keep admiring them lor...i told myself..if i can feel loved like them...how would this world be so gd?...haiz...but i am the only one dreaming la...haiz...then wake up at 7.15am today....went on computer...tiring sia...feel like sleeping maybe later go sleep ba....then i go play a while gunbound...then go sleep liao...haiz.....then sleep a while half an hour, go eat at the where dun know how to say in english...then well eat bak kue tea....zzz..dun know how to spell...forget liao lor...sry.....went home watch the wanderer...vcd i mean...quite nice ...bath went on computer...nth to do anyway...lol...do nth...browse blogskins...update a bit...then edit some of the things...boring hoilday...didnt bother to do my homework anyway.....hahahaha

10 June 2005

2005-06-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went conference with Jenson and Christpoher...then i told them abt 6 june happening...and they laughed so loudly...and turn up the music...i ask something...they didnt reply...nvm i hang up the phone..hrrgghh...wat the meaning of this? I hate it lor...ytd cant even sleep...not really because of them but stomachache.....no choice almost whole night stay in the toliet...zzz...then later....get to sleep...stupid sia tmr got that leadership conference thingg....cannot online tmr...sry ppl...maybe a while can la....cos my leadership conferece until 4pm.....i dun know can online a not....zzz,,,,,sian lor...homwork nvr do.....everything not in place...i am in a mess....haiz....sianz...wake up update bloggie...just now dun really want to wake up...very tired i think....but then...i want to see blogskins...for today...and got on computer...so bla blah blah...update then play gunbound...watch esp 138 of naruto fially out...every thursday will have a new esp. great isn't it? ahahahhaahahaha...see ya then...wow...just now went up computer...browse some skins and join naruto fans forums...so great hahahha...tmr got ldrship conference...sian le...haiz...

9 June 2005

2005-06-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

Today...well nth to do also...lazy to do homework...zzz....wake up at 8.30 am sharp...beacuase i want to change a gd skin maybe changing again afterwards...i dun know...i love new things...and i want creative and new...hehehe....think of him of course....hahahahha then well...upload some pictures to the nice size fixed to my skin...all nicely done up...add more few songs...just cant find Lao shu ai dao mi...zzzz...i want that song...really sweet and nice lor...but too bad dun have sadx....nth do...just do up the new blogskin....enchanced things to make it more nicer...hehehhe....my love for him will never change...dun think this skin said it has ended...actually i love it...and i dun really want to change anymore again..it looks cool...hehehe...unless some skins have enchant me with their beauty...i will then change ba...

8 June 2005

2005-06-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

Well...today wake up at 9 soemthing...dun know what to do....went on computer...browse some blogskins...and then do up my bloggie...did nth else then...plau gunbound world champion....cute bots...and new maps...cool man...i wonder how he is right now....missed him so much...i want to see him le...but it wont be having any chances lor...zzz....zzz.....sian liao lor...then ytd upload some pictures taken with annie and kai ling during the bbq....fun le...hahahaha....hmmm.....this hoilday havent finished...i am gonna crazy.....abt him...haiz....zzzz....just now watch the chinese movie i do i do....veri funny..hahahahha....nth to do...maybe do some holiday homeworks ba....haven do yet...have quite forgotten actually....hahahahaha

7 June 2005

2005-06-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday haiz...was a happy and sad day for mii...got scolded by father because of my handphone bills...as i used to call quite a lot of time and smsing non-stop resulting in it...and my results are terrible...i know i disappointed them i going to tried my best to pass all the subject...i make the promise once and i will fulfill it...i dun really want to break this promise again...and ytd that thing haiz...so pai seh and at the bbq...was quite fun and happy...kai ling annie and mii play water...using the water bombs...throw here and there...three wet little girls...hahahaa...then kai ling not veri happy with hmmm...(guess kai ling and annie know who~)...she dun even want to eat lor....i help her make one she also dun want but got eat some la... hahahaha ... haiz... coughing quite badly liao...eat so much things...wake up at 11am soemthing today...so tired ytd...my handphone bills is so much...i think i will stop using it now...i mean use some can but not too much.....no freedom is indeed quite sad...now i know how he is feeling...haiz.......then change a blogskin ....browse here and them...haiz...cs i kind of dun like the fairyland blogskin....no boarder and well...too high liao...very uneasy feeling it gives me.....so blah blah blah....haiz....i go watch movie liao la...byebye

Today is his birthday!

2005-06-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

Today is his birthday...i am so happy...but wat i really want is to personally said a happy birthday to him lor...but then hor...later call his house...kanna scolded...by him better not...i really wish today i can see him....haiz...keep asking myself...why are you making ur life so miserable...oh my god...haiz...actually wanted to put a happy birthday song here but then cant find nvrmind...sian liao lor...i can only wish him happy birthday in my heart ba...hope he receive it...zzz..wake up at 8.20 something...rest a while...got on computer...nth to do update liao..then browse some skins...and saw some quite nice and some are animes...so cute...lol...haiz...dun know what to do...feeling better now....later at 6pm got bbq cant wait till then...too bad cannot eat fried food...coughing and my fever had gone...haiz...so sadx...zzzz update later ba...now now now....haiz...really bored today...haiz....add soemthing to my bloggie then update friendster...then do nth liao...zzz...wondering he wake u a not...haiz....i want to say ti my self...but ask greg to help me liao hai hai hai....what is happening to me...i felt like i am going crazy any seconds...oh my...zzzz...someone pls help me okay...haiz...zzz...well got on computer after watching tv...nth to do...waiting to go bbq ba...sian sia...nth really to do lor today...just want to do something special on his birthday for him...but i cant think of anything haiz...i change my msn nick for one day well..it is "special" lol...no kidding...haiz...i hate it i hate it...greg asked me to call him to wish him more sincerity...what i get is embarassment...haiz...i call him then he told me today is not his birthday...sob...zzzz...haiz....so fume right now...haiz....so sad...i didnt even ask when is his birthday and i hung up after saying gd bye...this is so embarassed...i cant really talk that time...well luckily he is the one who took the call otherwise byebye...i fly to hell liao....cant even speak now....haiz...no moods liao la!!!!haiz..

5 June 2005

2005-06-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is his birthday..haiz..i just wish...i could be by his side and with him on his special day...but i doubt it will ever happen one lor...tomorrow got bbq...and i am becoming much better now...though still got coughing quite badly...ytd my head like boiling hot water....luckily my mother is there for mii...so touching...hahaha...but she care for me even though sometimes i really make her angry...i dun know i really should give him up a not..cos it will be quite painful for me to do it....not him is the one who suffer is me...haiz...but i really like straight forward...i always ask myself...why he said he dun like euu and euu still want to contiune to love him...? Why why why? I also dun understand...maybe i myself dun even really know that answer also...i rather the pain is keeping me awake then letting it go...i am a very emotional type of people...i dun want to be with a guy that doesn't love me at all...i nid someone who really care for me and love me...that what i really want...i dun really nid a sucessful businessman or wat...even if he is a hooligan or gangster..he love me and i love him..it is nothing matter....thats is wat i wish for a guy...i have nth more to request about...i dun like studying...i want to be an adult soon...and go into the world and experience wonders of life..without homework anything...dun know why there is a sudden change of me...last time..i am a girl who really love studying...no matter how many homework...i will not watch tv do anything just done all the homework then i play...is now that real me...or have i become another person....i dun know why...but i know for one thing for sure...i want to find back the real me...today weather is damn hot man...hai.z....no wonder i feel so sick today...zz...

4 June 2005

2005-06-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

Today morning didnt wake up and got on the computer...having a really high fever...cant even move at all...now is much better...hope tmr will be more better.....cant even bath zzz..so smelly..hahaha...even 1 hr wake up one time...mother put a bag of ice on my head then well...so cold...but it put my fever down...i will be able to walk around..but no energy full yet..as just now buy a packet of noodle soup..eat until half..no appeitite...dun feel like eating....liao...otherwise wont be here sitting and updating...if at night the fever still contiune then got to see doctor liao...haiz.....i really wish he know le...but haiz...he will heck care one la...more 2 days to his special day....haiz...pretty sad lor...have to gone through these painful days alone...and i cant even speak...i got cough, and vomitted quite a few times today...browse some blogskins...see a cute one anime...mostly are anime cutier...haiz...my legs feeling like not at the floor like that...my eyes not so painful liao...maybe really dun so early wake up to play com liao...will hurt the eyes especially when in this kind of bad weather...so hot...even in air con i still feel hot...haiz...

3 June 2005

2005-06-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

More 3 days to his birthday...haiz..that day got bbq with the gb girls...haiz...i wish i could see him on that day...but it wont happen one lor...haiz....wake up today at...6.50 something...damn it my brother hand[hone alarm wake me up..and my head paing again and i am not very well today...i may have to go see doctor if it gone worse...play diablo 2 then add things to my blog and adjust somethings..this lbogskin indeed suit me a lot..i really wish a fairyland that only mii and him...then it will be so wonderful...hahaha...so smitten ..
whereever he is...my heart will always goes with him....hahaha..siao..zz....i really wish to tell him happy birthday le...but cannot call his house..later tio kan....haiz...asked gregory to help me...but dun know will he remember a not...haiz...sian nth to do...today...watch a movie...long long time ago..liao..called FrankenFish...dun know is crocdile shark or snake zzz...watch already then know...haiz...stupid...quite scary...mature 18 then can watch but i watched it alone...anyway hahaha....i think i gotta to wait for him 4eva ba...haiz......just now watch....naruto esp 137 nice sia...Sasame-Chan appear, a gal from the fuuma Clan..Chio sia...then naruto...touched her that one...zzz...he not purposely one of course...didnt know she is a lady...hahahaha....been punched by Sakura a lt of times...serve him rite...hahahaha....

2 June 2005

2005-06-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 6.55am something, feeling better down, luckily ytd eat a panadol, otherwise i will still be lying on bed...haiz...ytd chat with Xin Yi and know all the thing abt yang xing shuying ying ling they all...haiz..girls business are indeed very much...troublesome...and hurting...anyway i told her that i dun really hate shuying, in fact i didnt hate her lor, but sometimes what she do, we see already, also dun like lor...thats what i told her, and i think we are also wrong as we didnt want to go out with her on her birthday that day, cos annie got soemthing on..and maybe i am going out with my old friends from yuhua pri, and she want to be with us for that day and she cancel all the appointment with yang xing they all, haiz...dun know what to do now le, maybe said sorry to her or go with her or ask her to go and make up the appointment with yang xing they all, three solution, but only one seems to me, not hurting at all is to go with her, haiz...what should i do?..I ytd told annie liao..den we also thinking what to do...haiz...zzz...sian...er...anyway...today they got training!!! But i dun go to school for no reasons and i lazy to wear uniform, the secruity guards wont let me in if not in uniform...damn man...hate hate it...i miss him le, wish to see him, at least annie can get to see her ai ai when we go bike for bibles that time, i didnt get to see...zzz...i think i could only think of him and see him in my heart ba...browse some blogskins, some are nice..but dun really suit me i can say...anyway go played my level 99 diablo 2 character in single player..i used hacking lol...luckily not online gaming..otherwise diao...byebye to my account..hahahaha...explore finish come out...then see some blogskins..and the pictures dun know why cannot be seen...zzz...try several time but still cannot...haiz.....then after that change to this my blogskin i mean..the quicker solution...got no choice actually watch teenage drama queenn...and thta all went for my day...today they got practice!!!haiz..zzz...nvrmind...sian liao lor...

1 June 2005

2005-06-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today wake up at 6.30am...i am feeling very light that time...and my head become very pain...played computer until half cannot tahan already....then go sleep after helping XinYi to do up her bloggie.....go sleep until 9.30 am something wake up and drink up creal then eat a panadol...i still feel weak all over...haiz...anyway....haiz...tmr they got training ...i miss him very badly....zzz....i hope nth have happent to him or anyting...haiz....actually i also dun know why i like him so much..but he dont like what can i do? I just have to wait until...blah blah blah....later then update again i gotta to rest a while...my head begane to pain again...see ya later...update from now...haiz...nth to do get on the computer make a doll of myslef in a gown...not actually me lol...i just love dolls...hahaha...anyway my fever had gone down but still head pain pain...sian...i do wish he knows abt it...but it will never happen lor..haiz....i just wish that i can forget him but everytime trying to, just cant...i am so stubborn...zzz...update from evening...just now helped my mei do up her blog find the blogskin, and everything clock and calender, just the taggie and song left but one got problem one cannot find...zzz...sian lor...haiz...then my brother do something to my diablo 2 character, named Rinoa, until very powerful, wow,,,nice sia, one hit ko all the monsters in the game hahahaha....nice right? Then watch Charlies Angels again...nice sia...tmr Naruto Esp 137 coming...can see liao hehehe...so happy^_^...

31 May 2005

2005-05-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

Woot last day of may, then i wake up at 7am, went on my computer, well couldnt say mine really....as my brther used his savings to buy this computer...lol...so blah blah blah, browse some blogskins and find some nice and cute one but not interested, i dun thinking of changing to other skin...just adding some other thing into my blog can already. Haiz ya...sian ar, gone to check my friendster then played the game, Diablo 2... i try playing lol..nice and interesting that game i can say but cannot go online and play sad sad...ytd my whole mind was abt him....cant take my mind off him lol......and hugged the present i want to give him...he didnt accept la of course...i feel like throwing away, but i guess didnt do it....and i dream a lot of things then today wake up at 7am....actually my brother wanted to catch me one at 5.30am but then i know he would and i get ready for some battles and i wake up at 7 to play computer then he wont suspect anything...hehehehe....i am so clever lol...no la just joking... holiday is something really boring...haiz.....play play play the games kind of fun, i used Sorceress, Rinoa and played the game ...stopped at level 5 as the stupid quest is kind of hard then lazy to play and got on blogger...sian sia...Just now my father asked me whether i want to study a not, then i said that see all the teachers already very sian liao, still got mood to study? That is true wat, from my point of view....and i dun eally love studying...i wish i could sit down on the chair and what play the computer whole day long...yippeee...but that not really the life i want...just thinking that only..hahahaha...ytd i think of him...dun wish to sleep le...but then haiz...cant tahan anymore...as i talked 2 hrs of phone with my mei Xinyi and then talk talk talk...blah blah blah...well 9pm soemthing...got off then lie on the bed thinking of him...zzzz..hahahaha...anyway holiday is indeed very boring...cannot get to see him...sobx.....haiz...then eat mac, take home and eat and borrow a cd Charlies Angel....Part 2...nid to return money tmr otherwise..zzz...i dun know...lol...sin ar.....oh damn the cd cant be seen anything only the cd disc one can be seen lol....haiz...wasted 2 dollar for that...hrrghh..

30 May 2005

2005-05-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

Second last day of may...Yippee lol....wake up at 6am today as i was quite tired but went up anyway...then kanna caught by brother...and he said that i plae dthe morning and the rest of the time is his already...zzz sian lor...but nvr mind played so long...actually want to close liao but then i saw a webbie and add a guestbook and poll for fun.....no one sign it also nvm lol...just put for entertainment...if you want to sign go on...i am very happy to read what you wrote for me^^...hahaha....still cant find the site whereby got that song damn it i hate it...not even the top music codes site got it...haiz...how can itbe....zzzz haiz...today did nth...watch shows and blah blah blah...anyway today is kind of not fun...as i dun know how to say but it is boring today and browse some blogskin ...find some skins quite suitable to Kai ling shuying and annie..but thye may not like it...i dun know anyway happy holiday friends^^!!! Haiz...watched exp 136 esp of naruto, they are going to a town and find information abt Sasuke...Then watched Brother played a game called Diablo 2...sound like fun...but dun know want to play a not, created a character liao Sorceress named Rinoa, lol,,,,Maybe later then play i find somethings first lol...see ya... back up here. to update the last half day of today...well find some pictures to enchanced my blog...so great...eat my porridge liao watch tv...zzz wat a boring day!

29 may 2005

2005-05-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 7.15am...well ytd was quite a tiring day ...i am still sleepy for a moment...lol...just log in then see soem blogskin and update my bloggie...later then go to help my mother vaccuum the floor...dun know how to spell la...sian...zzz...today dun feel like going out..i feel like sleeping!!! Hahaha...later then update la...gotta to put pictures in my pictures there..see ya later.....after i did liao...then pass by a webbie and all informationa bt naruto movies and shows are there...and i copy it into my blog...hope you guy enjoy reading gotta to go off liao see ya...Anyway changwed back the song cos veyr strange with a skin like this and a song like thta...zzz...sian ar....watch a indian movie...called style still showing now...and kind of modern lol...all abt love hahaha...then just noe watch lizzie Mcguire movie..nice now finding the song...dun know what name...hey now Hey now that what dream are amde of...blah blah blah...very nice....hope to find it...finally found it...but i dun really like iwebtunes...so try finding in other webbie....

28 may 2005

2005-05-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

Well...today same as ytd..wake up at 5.30am..got on to the computer...then create another 4 dolls from the doll Palace...going to find more tmr...as later around 11..got to go off...go Pulau Ubin for the gb thing, Bike for Bible...i am wondering is it go there to sell bible or to play...zzz not sure must go there then know....i am bored to death liao nvr go out...find a blogskin same as a friend of Annie...nice le that blog skin...now i suing it...took me 2hrs just to find it..hardwork pay off...haiz...my father ytd nag at me..ask me whether you want to studies a not..if dun want tell him..zzz...cos my examination this yr is damn badly done...and it is right to get scolded...haiz...my photos...i think will be coming soon...and i will paste it into pictures there..i think cos shirley there she is sending mye the photos...zzzz....haiz...hope the trip to Pulau Ubin is nice and peaceful, that what i wished for.....updated from midnight....came home at 7 something...very fun but tiring...annie and i are partners....but we go in a group...Then everone get to lead to a checkpoint...but kai ling and jan cannot lead becuse of my fault...i leading them to check point 5 but then...i suggested we take a short cut..and we did but then we didnt find that person...with the tag 185 or soemthing...and i think i read the wrong side of the map...zzz...then we went through jungles and trees...everything just to find that person...hrrgghh...i nearly bang into the tree as i was thinking abt him honestly i said...My mei hui yee and jan keep falling off from their bicycle but they did not give up as the road wasnt properly as the sg walking road....haiz..anyway everyone does a great job...and i am really very tired...my hand is like without energy at all...haiz...and i really have a fun time...saw many shuai ge from other bb group...not our school one...but i still think that wing is the the best hehehe...lol...see ya so tired gotta to sleep liao cant tahan anymore....

27 may 2005

2005-05-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today...wake up at 5.30am....early wake up because to update things and also to look for some interesting things to put into my blog...well...naruto ballroom is up as photobucket is fixed but some of them is missing...so no choice...i will submit more pictures somewhere around june holiday....lol.....well ytd was bad for me...i really very sad rite now...dun wish to think anymore...after hearing kimberlyn words of advice i think that i should really do some soul searching and thinking...in june...haiz...very sian also today...meet the parent day..but i didnt go cos mother scared that she cant make it to the time...anyway luckily for me...hehehe also...cos i done many wrg things in sch and also that my result is damn bad man...4 failed 4 passed....haiz...class position is 37/38 and then my level positiong is 127/149...i will gone to 3D if i dun buck up...and heard that he want to get back in express then but his english always pull him down..sian...haiz...well...should i really give him up or wat...my mind is in a mess...haiz.....watched naruto esp 128 to 133...nice sia... Sasuke chouji and the who so cute when they are young...and shuai itachi hehehhe....haiz...nth to do...watch finish naruto....go look at blog skin then see blogthings...haiz...boring sia.....then now mother fever havent gone down and then i pray to the god hope she will be fine...and pls really be fine..then later father bring mother to clinic see doctor..poor mother...haiz..sob...

i wont regret loving euu

2005-05-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of school and the day going to june holiday liao...haiz...the sport leader duties postponted to today...then well our basketball team went to a friendly match with Yuhua...lost quite badly and also that...ytd i cried...i am so useless as that stupid milton told me that he fall down and hurt his arm quit badly..which is not true!! Haiz..then know something about my future sister -in-law..hehehe...guess who is it....hahaha....then bid them gd luck and thne they walked there to yuhua as it is quite near by...then i want to give him the present but then he said that he dun really know me and then he will not accept...dun know how to explain...it is just giving me craps.....after that went for my sport ldr duties...i wish i was there to see him play but then haiz...got gb and sport ldr sian lor...after that they went to mac and i and mabel go there also...then li han and kimberlyn come in mac...we sit together...blah blah blah...talk and we four people eat three packet of medium fries as the packet is really too little liao..so no choice lol...then the guys they all all sit outside...there dun know do what...after that they go liao we all go...walk into the rain(me only) li han and kim got umberlla...so guai..i plain lazy to bring.....walk walk walk...then kim dun have enough money then li han short of thrity cent....well i lend from xiao ting...then li han and us went back to the bus stop whereby li han go to the coffee shop and we went to the bus stop which we take our bus from....then later saw them walking opposite of us....i just knew it...they did it on purpose....haiz......nvm ba...he have his way...i have my way....but i must thank god that he really fine and safe....and also that can let me see him last day of school....haiz...thank god!! ...At night watch anruto with my brother...so shuai itachi...wooooshh....lol.......

lallalallallalaallalalalala.....

2005-05-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today, i participated in the inter house captain ball...well..it was not really well for me...i played for five mintues only...then never play liao...luckily got shu ying accompany otherwise i dun know what to do...cos very sian....as annie shirley jia chun they gone to shirley house then kai ling went home..haiz..i didnt play much and i think i will get a trophy or something on awards day...haiz..think it is unfair for the people who played and strive so much for omega...sian...then after that we go canteen...zz actually is want t wait ffor him but...then i think that nvm ba...one time dun wait also can...then shuying and i went to mac to eat...eat fries share with her...then after that abt 6 something..we went to bus stop and then i accompany shuying to her bus stop...cos yan jun chee fu they all at there...and she later will be make fun by them...then i saw him and his friends taken 187 by my bus stop there and then went home..sian lor...nvm...went home then bath and then sleep ...zzz...

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

2005-05-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today,...welll very boring...annie kai ling they all gone home so early...then also that got sport leader duties....i today then know then kanna scolded by Mr Razali...and also..that the weather is raining and then postpone to thursday..yipee dun have to go gb...anyway really very sian lor...see the teacher..i want to die liao lor.....haiz...then he is sitting at the back of the computer lab...as i was updating my bloggie...then i want to ask him whether he want a not...but he ...haiz...i just dun want the same answer again lor...but i also really want to know...haiz...very frustated....le.....haiz...tmr then update...anway joined tmr captain ball international house compeition....zzzz....hai this is update again from home computer...as my mother didnt close still can use...then just now at the bus stop seem him and board on the same bus with him...as i talking to kim and he sat behind me only...i just wish that the journey to home will never end...even though he is at behind me...give me a nice feeling...hehehe....haiz...but want to ask him...cannot ask so many peoples and jack is there...haiz...what should i do?zzzz

hhhahahahahahah...

2005-05-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

Oh well...today wake up at 7.15am soemthing...to do my blog..cos recently dun know why my blog not working well enough...got to change to a suitable skin....without navigates otherwise...it cant be used...sian finally ...find a gd skin but...some of the things are lost...especially my naruto ballroom...they are so gd and cute...hope to find them again...haiz...tmr school...day...haiz...just want him to accept it...is it very diffult...if he dun want he can throw it away later...sad...but i know he won't one la...sian....haiz...Itachi...damn shuai...but no one will be able to replaced the place in my heart for the special "him"....lol...gotta to go update tomorrow...

lalallalalallalalallalalal.......

2005-05-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...early sleep around 7 soemthing...then wake up at 8pm soemthing...went to bedroom to sleep..tio fever...dun know...whole body so weak...to get up...change several skins...but some of them dun know why not working...so weak...zzz...wake up at 7am to find a better skin but noone of them really suit my taste...sian man....haiz...well...last friday was a terrible day for me...hai....really veri sad lor...haiz...still got one chance on tuesday...but will my dreams therefore really come true?...I dun really pinch big hopes on that...i just wish....he will stay by my surrounding...and that all i really want...i am a easy contented person...i dun want high hopes or anything...i wish he can find someone he really like and i will be happy for him....

wosssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

2005-05-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today they got basketball training at school...wake up at 5.00am something...play computer...and update bloggie cos friday the whole day...com not fixed yet...nid to find the wire...and my mother helped me highlight hair...so gret...orange damn nice...lol...then cross stitch the hand made purse...do nth...searching for a nice blogskins....especially black colour...haiz..

kkakkakakakkakakaka....

2005-05-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today....he early go home...and i asked him whether he want his present a not...he say he dun want now...zzz...sian liao lor...i bring for two days liao he dun want...then nvm...went home...play computer until half hour...smoke come out..stop the computer...i thought is the computer got problem then smok come out...but is the plug got problem...then my father moher and i went to imm to find the ac wire...to fix in....june holiday coming...cant live without computer...i will die...>.<...anyway went to blogthings.com and done a quiz....sian le...8am...they got basketball training...want to go school...but...lazy sia...zzz anyway there nth to do....haiz...make a purse for myself...still doing...tmr then update

yoyoyooyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyyooyoyoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyooyoyooyoyoyo

2005-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hai today...nth better to do....now computer enrichment...haiz...just now see him one time only at recess.....haiz...nth to do le at the computer lab there...at computer lab...brandon there doing funny business there...and everyone is making funny of Shirley...hahahahha....veyr funny sia...Shirley face all red already...very angry sia....then i down there laughing out loud....hahahaha....kai ling face also very red...hahahahahahah....brandon there say blah blah blah....right now..she is angry very me liao...sad....everyone is having fun over here....lol...sian nth to do...ltr go basketball court...see milton and gregory match between basketball....sian look like they dun have chance to become friends again ba....haiz...think of him think of him....haiz...result not so gd...fail 3 suject...still dun know chinese yet...haiz...maybe ltr will know.....well fail my chinese...4 subjects all failed..sadx.....today got gb....and i want to give him something...but he gone home already...sian lor...haiz...

haiz.....very sian today ar schooll...

2005-05-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

Today...see him once only...stupid raining day...go back to home room...then read books...talk with shirley then annie and kai ling...haiz...today a boring day...got back exam paper....i failed english...heng my mother didnt ask me what i get...keep it from her for the time being...otherwise cannot play com...cannot go out...cannot do anything...haiz.....all passes...just the stupid important subject i failed...anyway my english is really bad lor...haiz...i scar chinese also failed...then this yr my streaming confirm...got normal one...or drop to d class...two option only lor...haiz...sian he today so early go home...i dun know or he go jp lor...sian dun feel like updating anymore...tmr then update ba......see ya!

yo hoooo~

2005-05-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night..watched naruto again...from 110-115...today i watch 116-119...and plus the naruto movie..dun know what is that still watching...neji..naruto..and the guy with a dog...and Chouji and the squad leader...went on a mission to ge tback Sasuke..as he enter the sound world in his own will...and they have to resue him from th four villains...quite tough..and ended up Neji and Chouji died...and they perish with their enemies...so sad...sob....wanted to cry out le...then the three guy left and went to chase after the container where Sasuke is kept...but was stopped by a guy...and Kimimaro fighted one of the villain a girl and asked Naruto to go on to chase after the new enemy....and they started to fight.....then the guy with the dog fighting with the two headed guy...wat a freak is he....that end liao...now watching the Naruto movie...the movie is about the mission protecting a priness name Princess Fuun....dun know why is she so strange...but when acting she is damn gd man...she is an actress by the way...nice way to go...

haha all so funny pictures and cute...taken Photobucket...lol..enjoy it...cute rite? Inside the picture is Ino, Sakura, Naruto,Chouji,Sasuke and KimiMaro...i still think that sakura is cutier^_^lol...anyway plaed until 1 soemthing and then rest ..go down buy food..then 2pm went on again to check on my blog...and still luckily nth was wrong...but the taggy is still having problem...not sure why...zzz..anyone knows?

skyoyoyoyoyoyo

2005-05-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

today...no school..wake up...at 7 soemthing to update blog and use com of course...actually later want to go annie house one..but not convient for today..so didnt go..then gregory ask me want to play basketball withwee hong arron si xiang hiimself and mabel..i think it is fine..and i go find them...but i must be back home by 5pm...sian seh...think of him think of him...blah blah....find a counter..but not really a gd one..but nvm la..at least i spent 5minutes on it...hehehe...play until very happy hehehe...i find some naruto shows characters..pictures..sakura...and sasuke....

Inside this picture,Got guy sensei, Rocklee, Gaara of the Desert, Hinata,Sakura,Kakashi Sensei,Naruto,Iruka,Sasuke,hmmm not sure who is this, forget his name liao,also forget liao, zzz forget again..sad...All from naruto...it rox man!!!Haiz...just now nth to do...saw a thing from blgothings...wish to share with taurus girls and guys.....

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:
Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:
Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:
Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.

Traditional:
you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:
Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best place to meet someone online: American Singles - peek in on how much potential dates make, and what they do for a living.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

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And also for Gemini peoples...

Gemini - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.

Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.

Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.

Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.

Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.

Tips for the future: Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best place to meet someone online: Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless

Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow

Best day for a date: Wednesday

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Just now play basketball with wee hong mabel gregory and mabel brother and si xiang...play until very hot sia...den i learn about mabel and milton things and also around them ...soemthing happened..and milton and gregory fell out with each other..but on my point of view i really think that milton they all should not insult a girl who never offend thm lor...very unfair...we play until 4 soemthing...and milton and his gang come to the same basketball court opposite to the ployclinic...then like greg zap him and he zap him like that...they play match...and wei xuan and wei qiang all there...some dun know who...they are like tigers like that...zzz scary leh...den mei yu adn her two friends came...and i played with them...play play play...until 4.50 soemthing..oops got to go home...then i say gd bye to them..and headed for home...so sian bath an hour...den come in to update for today...wat a terrible day it was...really hope that gregory and milton would patch up some day...haiz...zzzz

willtoooooootooootoooo

2005-05-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well...another boring sunday..wat a boring day..wake up at 7 soemthing..see Naruto..still seeing..then my internet got soemthing wrg..restarted my com and come in update liao then go watch Naruto...sian sia..i got to complete watching all the sixty four disc by tmr if can...i must lol...cos brother nid to return liao...and one person still waiting..gotta to hurry up...haiz...i just wish i could go out but i am damn broke...lol...well thats all for that stupid day..keep on posting one see ya.....hazi..watch all finsih till esp 64 but i lazy to contiune watching..so i jumped straight away to esp 107 to 109...lazy but at least i know in the middle wat is happening..so doesn't matter la...lol....i ask my school brother Wk..Naruto got how many esp altogether...got 134..zzz..damn it so long..but nice to see lol..i am going to buck up...lol....nth to do sian mother want to play com let her play until 4...then watch a tamil movie..."Student No.1 nice le...it is abt a convict who accidently killed a guy because to save a woman..but later the woman denied he saved her life..and he been locked in jail..and decide to fulfill his father wish..to be come a lawyer...so touching...zzz...ask annie for the webbie and done a quiz similar as her...lol

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

sian sian sian sian

2005-05-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Well..wake up at 7 soemthing today..edit some blog items and update..for the past few days...and after that went in friendster..check something then...watch Naruto..i got to hurry cos...my brother friend is going to lend to other people..zzz...watching Naruto...until 37 ba...nice...Sasuke...been given a farawell present by that snak guy..disguting lol...he is so chio le..when the devil is inside him...shuai le...and Sakura...in order to protect them..scarifice her hair to be cut...so sad..wat a heroine...hehehe...sian going to stay at home for 4 boring days...haiz.....zzz..sing songs and watch movie for the afternoon..nth to do..get on computer and come update...see Naruto again.. shuai...lol...until esp.44...nice that show..nth all...very sianz.....change an new skin made by wanyun..nice sia..wat you think...i scraifice my time to find it..so precious lol...hope you guys like this skin...anyway i think i will be changing song..onsometime around late may...thats all..see ya!

i am going to become a real girl ...

2005-05-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today is the final day of the exams..and everyone is happy..and like going to wreck havoz...after school..we planned to go shirley house and Kai ling cannot come...her mother side one...then also...shirley wanted to go lot 1 and i want to go juong point..buy a wig..but didnt buy..and buy a skirt instead...i really think i am a very tomboyish type..lor...i want to change...become gentle...do you guys think i can do it? I really think that annie and like kai ling are even better than me..they at least..not so tomboy than me lor...i am going to change!!! Maybe it is because of him too ba...anyway...jia chun shirley and me went to Lot 1..i lied to my mother that i go jurong point..actually didnt...then we take taxi go...shirley so generous...after we reached..we went to level 4 and take neoprints...we taken three times...and i am left with ten dollar..to buy the wig..but then..i decided to buy a mini skirt to wear...an shirley was kind enough to lend me ten dollar...i am so happy...thank shirley...and at her house we taken many photos from jia chun camera..hahah...anyway today i enjoyed myself really very much....thank to them..lol...and annie cant make it as she got piano...then shuying went out with yangsing they all..dun know why she like to hang out with the guys so much...haiz..i flet you changed already....but she dun think so..well..that all update tmr ba...

heheh today is my brithday...

2005-05-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

today is the biggest day of my life..which is my birthday lol...as i was born on that day...but my birthday was really boring as the exam is still going on..ad not really that happy on that day..i suddenly felt very sad....and lonely...i on that day i just wish that..he will say Happy birthday to me..but i know it wasnt really going to get any much hopes...but i really wish he will lor...but he didnt...and i really..dun wish to say it...after that we went to annie house..see the cartoon..then shuying ask me whether i want to go a not..so i go lor..and i been psed...by her....wa lao...then...i walked with the guys to chevron...then they hor..very wat one le pervert...want to pull down my pants...quick run across...the road..nearly got knocked down...hahaha...then at chevron play acarde an shuying there with madeline..ask me come..then ps me..what the hell...and say it is madeling fault...actually i not really hate Madeline from last time...just that we didnt talk much..and yang sing is there also...they are really very chio...and when they playing shooting games...they are powerful...lol...nth more...that day was indeed the saddiest day of my life..ba...

yippeee tmr my birthday!!!!

2005-05-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

hehehe...tmr my birthday..happy seh..i wish he just say a happy birthday to me can already...zzz..but doubt he will la...haiz....well nvm at least got friends help me celebrate....just now his friend and him walk our in front..then shirley..jia chun and xinyi with me..then they pushed me...arrhh saw him...then...cross the jurongville...the polyclinic there..yee fei or ming yang nearly got knock down...luckily xinyi shout at him...lol...stupid guy...then we walk and talk..they all went to eat..i go home and watch Naruto...watch until 28 esp...so slow..zzz...nth to do...yippee tmr birthday!

wolallalalallalalallaalalalla.....

2005-05-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

Today..nth special...just went on computer to update bloggie...haiz..today saw him go home liao..then jia chun and hui yan..go dun know where to..to take the birthday cake for kai ling and me cos tmr is her birthday and the day after is my birthday...not happy le she 1 day bigger than me lol..zzz...then jia chun dragged kai ling to toliet...me stay behind...and prepare the cake then we blow and annie make cream on my face..alamak...zzz...so bad..then a cat walked past us..so cute i love it...then we stroke it..see we so gd..then later the cat ran up the stair to the hall..and the exam still going on..wonder wat would happen lol..then jia chun shirley shuying xinyi and me went to mac..but actually annie want to go one..but she so gd accompanKai ling in the school...then we go lor..i walk home with xinyi and shirley and jia chun take bus....then went home and xinyi and shirley go to shirley house there coffeeshop..come home tidy up al the things..on the computer...and play lol..so happy more 2 days...yipee!

lalallalalalalala....

2005-05-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

Today...go school...i asked annie and shuying wat did they think of my hair..they say cute..om my god..i dun like this hair style...it is kind of strange...actually to say...that woman cut until like that...hrggghhh...nth happen lor...then after school...kai ling annie shuying marie hui yan jia chun and shirley and well my self...sit at the staircase there talking..then he and his friends walk until near the table there...quite close to us...they are there talking and laughing so loudly...especially that polar bear...we also lor..after they left me xinyi annie shuying went to mac..eat something...and there talking...talk talk talk finish...Xinyi and me walk home together...but later reach until shirley house there bus stop....we take bus go home..lazy to walk liao...come home...study finish liao...got online..today nth to do...so sad...hatth hate math....lol..i going crazy...zzz

hoohohohoho....

2005-05-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

Well today is Mother day...and i early wake up and use computer..and contribute a skin to blogskins..feel so happy upon doing it..hope you guy use my skin..lol..jkjkjk...haiz...make and then update some of the thing..sian tmr got english and science exam..getting frustated..hate this two subject man.....i will be going temple to eat zhai fan...then buy a cake for my mother later then after dinner we will then eat the cake..yippee...Happy mother day!!!and more 4 days to my birthday..happy sia...cake buy liao and the cake shop got give free flower for mother day so great..hehe after dinner we can eat le..so happy..just now watch Naruto until esp.20 only...my brother watche all finished...sad sad...

sian sian ar....

2005-05-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

Haiz....today my fever goe away liao but still got a bit sleepy me....feel like sleeping but....can't sleep wake up and use com..then make a stupid mistake...and cost my whole the links there all gone....haiz...then nid to redo again..cant find last time i made that thing...so frustated...wasted 2 hours on that...then cannot watch naruto...hrrgghh..stupid me man..i got a haircut ytd..and it look sucky man..so short and i dun like it...but it can ta han until december liao lor..dun have to cut.....today i cant be online that much as i nid to study...maybe i wont be updating so much on here in the next week...i think i going to norma next year...cos i think i fail my chinese exam le...sian...i nid to buck up..hend my mum didnt ask me abt anything about the exams...otherwise dun know what to tell her...dun want to let her know...tmr is mother day...must make her happy le...i mad a card for her and maybe buy a cake also..hmmm..wat you think?...well here to wish every mother in the world Happy Mother day...lol..tmr then update ba...i gotta to study science liao see ya.....but later go to the library with shu ying...jenson christopher..yee fei and kevin...study ba...but they go there play catching...that is what they call studying...actually i dun really like to go out with them...i just accompany shu ying only...cos xin yi say she will be alone if i did not go...then i go lor...i very goone...dun know where the place is...and have to find...and walk to the wrong place....zzz then take 105 to the place..forget call wat liao......they all there playing counter strike and i waited at the bus stop for shu ying....very sian lor...i feel like an extra popping out from no where....no one talk to me or wat....how i wish he is there..zzz...after that saw yang sing and yi shang at long john sliver...there with yang sing sister May...so chio all and saw Bing ying serene and the girl i dun know what her name...i very gone head one...lol.....haiz...after that went up to acarade and find the guys then i go back home first...i very kuai one.....then went back home...eat dinner..very full...nth special for that day ba...tmr then update...

haiz......why must i go and not stay where i am...

2005-05-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz...zzz today exam...chinese.....i confirm fail one la...the chinese paper 2...the first section i dun know how to do...20 marks gone...haiz....suay la...then after school...went home straight away...want to watch Naruto....then at bus stop saw him walking away with arron...ming yang they all...then saw my two mei there..one talking with one...Hui yee and XinYi...then i ask Xin Yi want to walk home a not...then she and i walked...at the jurongville bus stop...saw my ex boyfriend with his brother...then saw yiu wing...kain leong..arron there..talking ba i think...then i and Xin Yi walk towads another bus stop...talk and talk and talk...and well..i known her quite a lot today...lol...and i later waited with Xin Yi for her bus...and then after she board on the bus...i walked home...havent reach the traffic light...the rain start and rain cats and dogs...i am soaked wet...luckily a king old indian woman..helped....me and let me tak half of her umberlla to shelter me from the rain...i feel so touched...then i told her i will run to the shops there where there are shelters...and i ran...all wet...lol...i buy a bowl of instant noodles and ate it..after that went home and bath..luckily mother havent come home..otherwise i will kanna scoldedagain like yesterday...and i now not feeling quite well..and my fever...gone up now...but not really that bad...lol..still can move..i nearly faint just now..but didnt la...i watched naruto...so funny...hahaha...my mother said me crazy...cos i at there laughing non-stop...now i know that Naruto...is a boy...who has the nine-tailed demon sealed in his body...haiz...so sad...lol...i think by then he had reached home liao ba...hopw he study hard and come back to express one day...then he can be with his secondary friends...haiz...i think i going to rest liao la...otherwise...i cant go to school for exams on monday...tmr must watch again..so funny...tmr then update ba...

yoyoyoyoyoyooyyo

2005-05-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

Lol....i like to update everyday...as i think people will more interest to see what becoming of soemone life...and i am too lazy to write a diary...oi would rather type then write....well for yesterday...nth much happen got to see him home...it is quite sad to see his back without turn back to look at the school...haiz...i think you guys know what i mean....well it doesnt matter...anyway i am the one who started this thing...evertime i asking myself....should i end this story? But when everybody is giving me supports... feel that i can still handle it...well...indeed i like him that true...wat important is that whether he would return it to me a not....if not i have really nth to say....i went to mac with shirley and shuying and annie...cos...shirley waiting for Jerryboy...but he didnt turn up...freak lor him...let a lady waiting..hate him le....and then we do homeworks...chat chat chat....well that all for ytd...came back home quite late....lol....and for today....i am really very tired...nearly sleep in the com lab....i o in the com lab to find something...forget find wat liao then hor they are inside...including him la of course....my two brothers are in there...andthat stupid shi xiang and jenson at there shout here and there....so noisy...and that yee fei shouted at my ear...i going to become deaf soon...they very noisy one le...hate it....and i dun wish to scold bad words...so didnt do anything lor......then after that we went down cantteen....and they buy food to eat....i buy ice jelly...dun feel like sitting with them...i scar scold bad words again....so better dun ...nd i also not feeling quite well...dun know why...and i dun like the scenary(someone flirt with balh blah blah..)....kind of sicken.....but i dun want to let it out....haiz....after eating we went home...i going home by walking and walk and walk....suddenly rain so heavily...and i run all the way until i reach shirley house the bus stop there....very tired sia.....then went home and tio slight fever...my whole face turn yellow....like banana like that.....sian tmr exams...i still studying......more 7 days to my brithday...so happy....Yippe!!!!But doubt he will know it lor.....haiz....nvr mind la...i happy everyone happy....okay already conttented.....well got to study liao...maybe saturday then update...remember to buy me presents wor....lol...just joking la!!!!

ting....ting...

2005-05-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is a nice day and well he asked me to waste time can but not money on his birthday present....then greg ask me to bring tmr but then so early...i dun feel like giving as i dun want the same thing to happen again..when arron trying to give him that and he rejected it...then if he wont accept when i personally give him...then i think it is time for me to give up lor...or i want to treasure right now...is the friendship between him and me...dun wish to spilt it....and well saw him at the bus stop with ming yang walking....on the bus...i wish he chase after the bus...but it a 100% sure that he will not one...so be it lor....haiz...tmr then update ba....

labour day....

2005-05-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

today....was a damn boring day...nth to do stay at home...eat breakfast out with my parents....then come back home...do finsih the literature thing suppose to hang up tmr.....sian then went on my computer....nth to do....
update my friendster profile.....really...nth to do la but i saw a story from my friendster bulletin....quit touching...it say abt a girl...loving a guy...and the guy keep giving her the same ring over the year...and the girl didnt complain...but until the day the guy goes to america...he gave the same ring to the girl and the girl say why you keep giving me the same ring....the guy say nth but insisted she keep it...then later she find it out....that all the rings she collected ...the guy was to told her that he love her and wanted to be with her forever...it is a very sad story as the guy in the end die in a car accident....and the girl regret it not knowing what happening.......then haiz...wat more trouble is that....around my residence site got some stupid pervert going around...fuk them up la...sian tmr got to be careful....haiz....stupid perverts ....dman them...if i ever encounter one...going to kick their ass man...

i am going to bored to death soon..

2005-05-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz...well this two days is a damn boring week ends...still got tmr labour day...i just dun feel like studying lor...just now quarrelled with mother...i also dun feel like going out cant force me one wat.....sian la...just now morning dream of him stupid mother wake me up...why so early...in to going deeply into the dream wake me up...fuk sia....haiz...what done cant be undone...anyway this two day keep thinking of last friday...so happy...even though we didnt talk much.....anyway nth to write about much this week ends...It is DAMN boring man!!!!

happy sia...

2005-04-30T08:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is so happy...i went home again with yiu wing and gregory....then he and i waited for gregory...see so good...i talking to greg then ask shirley they all go first lor...then talk talk talk...and find out that the stupid Brandon like to suan ppl so much one...then ppl suan him he not happy liao...well it was quite a nice journey...just that dun get to chat with him lor....at bus stop he du lan cos....he missed quite a lot of bus to wait for greg and greg ask me to go mac see his "her" at there a not....i went to see...got lor of course that jun liang very wat le fight with greg for a girl hahaha....and ask him to wait also.....Find out also that....Yiu wing not really kind of finding me a busybody lor...but i also know something...(shhh...cant tell) from Yiu wing....but i dun think it will be necessary to know ba...anyway quite fun yesterday....but after that i went down the bus they two there dun know do wat....didnt say bye to them...see they playing so happily...lol....even if he never ever accept me...i think god have been very kind to me and my friends too....i will be contented for now...not wishing anymore.....i rather let it be this way than making it more worse....update more later ba...see ya

lallalalalala....

2005-04-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

This three days...was well not so gd for me...heard from Brandon said that i am a busybody to him...welll...since he thinks i am i dun want to see him lor....but i cant do it....find it so hard to control....wednesday he so early went home...then also i went jurong point with shirley anni and kai ling...well fun indeed but go home kanna scolded for this lor...cos i didnt tell my parents i am going to jp...sianz sia la...anyway they decided to buy a wig for my birthday...hahaha quite nice lor...that hair i love it...but...i dun know my mother will scold a not...heck care la...yesterday also got scolded by her for nothing....just becoz of that stupid packet of rice...haiz....yesterday we in com lab so fun...then i recevied something(secret) a message that make me feel more upset lor...haiz...dun want to talk abt it anymore....today he is sitting at the com lab just in front of me the row of computers....since he hate me so much i also have nth to say......haiz.....update sometimes ba....

ting....

2005-04-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a nice day, got caught by that Mdm Usha, as i tucked out my blouse, folded my skirt and my socks can hardly be seen. Siao one le...always like that one...same as Ms Lee, luckily she had husband than Ms lee, if not very sad sia....He todya went home so early.., sad well, hope he tomorrow dunt go hoem so early...but exams coming..got to work hard lor..dun feel like to..see that teacher already still got mood to study meh?...Haiz...update tmr ba...

Sob...sia

2005-04-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today is a peaceful day and everthing went well...And i kanna 100 times for folding skirt...it is just a small matter to me...but wat big is that evening...i went to basketball court to find Shu ying and Xin Yi as the canteen there was boring...nth to do...and well saw him playing at basketball..i play only a while and i laughed very loudly,then later everyone went home or go mac...ps me lor... but not really la...i just dun want to go mac...he also didnt go and well i stayed, i go basketball court again...with my bag now...i sit there thinking abt him..not looking at him...playing bb...Then got a guy from sec 5 asked me whether i liao wh....among the three lor...but didnt answer him...He leaves leaving Brandon behind......then i walk with Philo playing bb along the way...Later i didnt go home but well...waited for him at the bus stop...a lot of bus i could take went by...i went to school to look for him but cant find him...then went home with philo...feel like crying..zzz....

zzz....sad sad

2005-04-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

I havent update for 5 days liao...today i am going to update from tuesday onwards since i stopped at monday.....ok let get on...on tuesday..well...everytime i will wait for him one of course...shu ying and annie also accompany me to wait...well really very thank to them lor...really dun know wat to say...and i walked to the bus stop...and he also walk to the bus stop...he with yee fei ming yand they all...after the 98 come and i walked away from the bus stop...i know it is a great chance for me to be with him...but when i think still got some one like him...i think i better be contented liao ba...and also i want him to be the first one to go home before i go...you may think i am stupid but...i dun think i am..and i know wat i am doing...i should call it stubborn...well nth much...at night think of him and sleep.....now for wednesday..the teacher let us off late 10 minutesgain...hate it hate it!!!!!!And well of course he gone home...haiz...nvm la at least morning and recess time can see him.....well we gb went to marie home to bake a cake and pies for the sec four stepdown tomorrow, kind of a nice experience we bake and mix...used our hand kind of disgusting lor...then marie house got a turtle crawled out of no where annie and shu ying there screaming...hahaha i thought it is a fake one..zzz gone kia sia...after that shu yig and me went home together...then i talked with her regarding something that no one know...not "him" but another one...shhh...well at night got the message from kai ling said that tmr gb nid to wear full uniform...haiz sian liao la...i planned not go ....but next day i did go...and i miss by 10 minutes again....i really hate it and i cried for that...why must god alsways be like this i hate it lor.....it is too late to go chase after him and mind yang as they went home together so decided to go with my senior they all to eat dinner...eat until 9pm then reach home...kanna scolded by my father...i know i was wrong lor...but i have a reason one wat...anyhow scold for wat...zzz...friday le.....is the sport day....i went to the jurong east stadium together with my seniors they all....and meet "him" and his friend on the way to jurong stadium...he sitting at the coffee shop there waiting for friends...we go first....and i saw suhaila keep turning back ..hoping he will catch up...hahaha...anyway i reached and they reached about 5minutes later...and kai lind and a 2c girl sat between me and him...haiz...then we went to other own house group to sit...so boring i keep walking down dun feel like staying up there..nothing to do one...then later...weehong they all...there keeping suaning me...and brandon keep saying yiu wing wont like you one la give up la...so hurting le him...kill him later with a knife ar...later they got go to play basketball...yiu wing also got go...but i think i dun feel like going lor...got shu ying and xinyi go...and i also very tired dun feel like going....i went to jurong point eat liao went home...sleep.....on saturday...shu ying annie me went to bugis junction...actually weng khuen and jain cai want to go one but this two guy...haiz dun know what to say la...say want to go nvr go..heck care them liao la...we went there shop and shop...i want to buy a necklace one but dun have enough money...we havent step into the shopping centre...a guy jumped out from no where...and take twenty dollar off us...shit him le....tell him dun want to buy...keep forcing me and annie.....kill him...ar then it is for charity...anyway we are buying perfume...annie and i decided to share lor...each ten dollar take it as a charity lor....haiz.....waste money le...this kind of thing one...we shop and take neo prints....quite a lot of money fly away into the maching sad sad......we later about 3 soemthing decided to go to annie house watch The Ten enountor ways of ghost...we first went to amc eat soemthign first...and bumped into jing yuan...my ex school mate...ans shu ying also bumped into her ex school mate...wat a cosidence...lol....anyway we are on the mrt...and this fuking man..keep look at me annie and shuying...i think cos of my shirt...is v shaped...and kind of low....not wearing it for purposely...one lor...hate that man....when we arrived at our destination i pointed middle finger at him..then walk away...we headed for annie house...then then then....watch the movie...kind of funny and scary..hahaha......heard my father came back nid to go home...early and i lend the movie cd from annie...cos mother want to see.....and went home got confr\erence with that stupid snake and shuying....later at around tel soemthing got another...one with snake..jenson yu jing....shu ying sleep liao....sianz ar...today also...got my mother asked me why the guy keep calling me...haiz so annoying...>..

oh my fucking god...

2005-04-18T07:18:00.000+08:00

sianz sia....two boring days going to over soon.....dun know will my mother be going to school a not...cant let her go otherwise i die very terribly...ytd quarrelled with her...for no reason...cos i doing the literature project...lazy to get up....and get to completed it by today...fuck up...i hate that...today was quite peaceful...hope it went on for the rest of the day...today may be terrible or wat i just dun know...she come..i die...that the thing i can tell.....thinking of him...also scar cause him troubles...>.<....haiz....still thinkig madly abt him...well...he is kind of strange lol...his hairstyle i mean...well he gone back hoem quite late..he still have the time to cut his hair....what a miracle...lol...anyway today got grooming check sian ar....my hair so long also lazy to cut...plan to let it long...then rebond hehehe...but bo money bo bian ar.....haiz...maybe tmr will update blog again...

Hahaha...

2005-04-17T07:11:00.000+08:00

sianz sia...dun know my mother going to go to school to find ms lee a not...dun dare to ask her....sobz....scar sia...i just hope she didint go lor...otherwise that stupid teacher confirm talk to my mother about the diary thing then i die die liao lor....haiz...what a boring aturday cant go out...cant do anything...only this computer can play only...also that...the vandalise things....haiz....getting frustated over this thing lor...i told my mother that truth that i am at school playing with my friends....then she seem to believe it but say nothin haiz....heaven just help me this once okay? Or else i really going to 18th level of hell...haiz....boring to death liao la...ntho do..update my blog and do blah blah blah....my mei ask me to play basketball tmr...but do you think i have the mood to play...so frustated ar....

conitune...

2005-04-16T09:36:00.000+08:00

Miss by ten minutes he gone home.....for thursday and today also ten minutes more he also gone home....haiz....sob....but getting to see him everyday is so happy....and he got a new hair style...lol...kind of love it...i really dun mind looks lor.....just want a nice memories.....and got home change my clothes go jp...get scolded by my mother...and father...and i scar my mother will go to school and find my teacher ask them what happen to my daughter...omg i comfirm die liao la like that....hate it hate it hate ii man...just becoz i am a girl...but i kind of guilty also...as they given me mu freedom liao...and i gone over board...as i everyday always go back home late...making them worry lor....sry my family....i didnt know because of myself....make you guys so worried...sorry...

tooo...

2005-04-15T05:25:00.000+08:00

this two days are quite okay for me lor...but also that....was happy and sad lor...zzz...i talk with him and was happyand tuesday me and him and greg went home together so gd!!! That day so happy...cant sleep you know....and on wednesday i wait for him also but didnt go to ms wong home room...as they going to make a card for the seniors....sian then went play basketball and went back...then milton send mabel home...so gd...hahahaha......me...shuying and xin yi at the canteen played a game ...a love game ba....it is to name five girl name and ten boys name...and to ask the following that you want to have sex with number wat...watch movie with number wat...hug with number wat.....hold hand with number wat...kiss with number wat....and the remaining boys number match with the 5 girls...(anyhow also can)....then ask whether they are comparable....and the another one is the you want to have sex,etc...thta place with who...count number of ticks on the paper and then count the number on the boys and that will be it....quite fun la....except it is a bit shocking hahaha...i fall two times becoz of this game...too shocked.....then later"he" come to the cantteen...and talk to shi xiang they all...and later i went up to them as shuying and xin yi at there.....went to talk talk a while then went back....i shouldnt have believe shixiang....waste my time going to the 333 busstop there and got scolded by my father this early morning...he said that yiu wing say you better go home first...then i think he dun want to see me.....so i walk to the busstop and i didnt look back....he just come. and think i run away....i missed 4 bus "98" to wait for him..sob...didnt wait until he....stupid shi xiang hate him sia....but later this morning then i know....then my whole face happy liao!!!!Lol, you may think i am crazy lor...but he say i walked too fast liao....but nevermind la...now sitting in the same com lab as him...wooot....nice le....firday then update la....

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2005-04-13T06:51:00.000+08:00

Well..today was not a gd day got injured by the stupid toliet door and also...well....cos i press too hard liao anyway it is a gd day also as he is sitting right in this computer lab as me right now lol...and also i am updating from the school com lab....happy le but today dun know why he didnt go for basketball practice lor...zzz...sian le also that i dun think he will anything lor...wish him the best for next year as this year he can play in the tourment....today it seem fate as we meet each other and one of his friend keep saying yiu wing yiu wing yiu wing omg...hahaha indeed funny and also well kai ling and annie keep making fun of me until i have no moods lor...sian sia.....today is i think not gd lor..haiz feel so hopeless and weak....sianzzzz....i feel like dying sia....lalalalala....

sad sia````

2005-04-12T09:53:00.000+08:00

Well, today was not a gd day for me lor....he went home quite early today...as he didnt have anything to do in school...i think may be the reason lor....sian sian then i went up to com lab to edit my blog but the stupid damn com cannot paste things hhhrrgghh....i listen to some songs then later log off go down find annie and hui yan..but didnt see them saw that gb room is open i went up to find them and they were there...but i sit a while and rest only then i told them went back home and edit my blog...so many errors.....sian ar...done that stupid homework....what a boring day!!!!Haiz....

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2005-04-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

The last three days was terrified for me....well let say for thursday.....i dun really see him that much lor....after my gb went to mac with annie then saw him going home with Ming Yang...arron and Shixiang....and anyway said bye to them...den stupid arron...said who are you actually saying that to? Oh well, of cos to the three of them la...haiz......but nevermind lor.....my brother that side from another direction come...and they walk together...after that we jagwalked to another side of the road....then started to walk towards mac.....tired seh.....as for friday really nothing happened lor....just sat at the basketball court there dun know do what maybe see him....i think i feel kind of shameless lor...but when watching them play it make me feel happier.... actually i not that kind of sporty one...it do it out of fun.....i prefer indoor thing as my leg got some problems... and for yesterday was the busing bazaar and i did something so foolishly...(secret cant tell)....i really regret wat i done lor....but hope the person dun get to find out who is it.......anyway yesterday is a very fun and exciting day......everytime walk to some place will always saw him...zzz sian sia but nevermind and annie and kai ling is always there helping me...maybe i should help them too...hmmm...otherwise it will be selfish of me..isnt it? Well my mother got come to school and support me and buy something to eat and walk around then went back home heng my mum didnt find out what going on around the school about "him" and me...otherwise i going to 18th level of hell liao lol...lucky lucky....I also played the get dunked....well it is terrified to see the pool of water down there...and the stupid teacher got to hit me for 4 times then i down into the water....i feel quite terrible down ther as i cant really breath and water go into my nose zzzz.....hahaha but well it really fun lor...then about nearly 3 soemthing gregory and weng khuen got to the canteen and then shuying keep pulling his bag hahahaha...and ask about that"yan jun" thing lol....well gregory look into the mirror and said shuai ge zhe bie qian nai qui yong ba..hahaha i getting to luagh until stomach pain hahaha...and my stupid brother there acting sissy >.<.....it is very fun ...after that we helped clean up and also...when we going to go mac again...saw him.....arrrggghhh...but he went another way heng ar....we went mac and it is full house and outside so many peoples smoking they dun want to to sit there(shuying,annie,shu xian.shirley)...i got chest pain again..then i told them that i go home and rest as i was too tired lol.....well....i eat my dinner and bath and went to bath afterwards....but waked up at 8.21am...sianz sia nth to do come update blog lor....

wo lalalalala....

2005-04-07T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hai sian ar today.....he so early got home...play basketball a while only zzzz....and today got the sport events and Xiao yuan asked me to help up as her friend wasnt free and i got go help for something but actually no lor...cos that stupid edwin make me until gong gong and blurblur dun know wat to do...and i and annie went up to the gb room there wat the high jump thing...nth special lor.....saw his friends ask them where he is and got to known he headed home....sianz ar.....no freedom is what he has.....hope he has what he wants lor....haiz...really veri tired liao la...dun feel like writing anymore...write on saturday....

lucky man...

2005-04-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

This two days are quite tired for me lor.....monday i morning saw him at 3rd level when i see hui yan there...later recess time see him again....den after school saw him...haiz...sad sad....well nth happened lor....but for today is so much happy!!! I every tuesday will wait for him to go back home then i went home one...and i vandalise the tableoing to clean it today we....anyhow clean it la...quite oily...zzz...shhhh...dun tell anyone later all come and kanna us then i die....i wait for him later....until 6pm something...and sit on the rock wall there with annie...sing songs...hahaha...i going crazy and suhaila and her friend come lol...of course also watch him la...lol....after that it began to rain and the band members coming out...so annie keep rushing me and i walk so slow...she went uup to jia chun..well walk with her...den i went to drink the water in the water cooler there...and soemthing make me vomit out all the water..so disgusting damn...and the guys playing the basketball ask me to be their manager den can see him everyday....hmmm nice indeed hahaha still got "300" dollar get not bad le...well thy are joking hahahaha...and just now if i take the same bus with him then gd le but i take 98 cos i dun feel like taking 187....sian sia....haiz...think wrie until here ba.....write again maybe tmr or saturday...well

sian sian ar....

2005-04-04T07:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz another boring day here....nothing to do go change my blogskinsagain as some problems cropped up and the tag board disappeared but comes up finally....and the coming up the words things disappear also...have no choice but to change it....yesterday i was quite furious about what kai ling said to me on msn msgr...maybe i dun think had chance to be her friend anymore...anyway lose a friend means to her like sneezing in and out....why should i care so much...i wouldnt give a damn about it......i admitted i was wrong but...she is in wrong too...i said sorry many times...she turned a deaf ear...then it is useless after all...isnt it?She the one who make it that friends also cannot be not me okay...since she want it this way let her be ba...i really have nth to say to her......now my blog is finally back up again....i think i going to change a new song ever month hope you guys can comment some songs to me....write again later in the afternoon.......update after afternoon...well got to finish the stupid math homework of mine...sianz nothing to do wat more..keep doing wrongly the sums...haiz...this few days really dun have the mood to do anything....you know when one is down with mood...nothing can cheer him or her up.......lor....anyway week ends is boring and damn sianz for mi one...dun nid to say.......anyway it is raining quite heavily and school starts again tomorrow......nth to do so sianz....just now got smsm from brother...if "he" can go to that movie then it will veri veri gd man!!!! I guess i nid to relax a bit since .....after so many things happened...

well.....

2005-04-03T07:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....just wake up.....and Gillan already leave Singapore to Australia....well it is quite sad to leave when all her friends are here...hope she will be good at there....i never go send her off...as i think i dun have to....cos i never been the part of her life.....but really must thank her for being such a gd friend to me....thank gillan...and thank her for selling me her chinese textbook as i lost mine....and yesterday i keep thinking what i had done the past five days....and i really admitted i am wrong...forgive me pals....hope you come by to see my blog....i dun really know what to say...but i hurt all of you....Sry....but Kai Ling also got wrong lor...one ingore me everyone did it....i just hate this kind of things......what did she epect me to do? Kneel in fornt of her hold a cup of tea say sorry to her? Then i think i rather give it up .....anyway myself here is already quite bad already...i just dun want anymore troubles....god is making fun of me....hate it.....anyway today is quite a boring day....watch the haunted Mansion nice movie...but it cant let me laugh......dun know why....maybe cos of things recently happened ba......

wa lao

2005-04-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

Wooossshhh just came back from school....really veri sian lor just now.....nth to do go basketball corut see"him" play basketball and i at there also dun know do wat thing...gong gong... with kimberlyn....and my things seemed to fell out of place for me this week....if i can move away from all this....i rather give it all up....i hate it this way...why must one thing happened...and many things cropped up like the food in a stomach....why cant one thing by one thing....i dun really know what i am think...anyway....i really dun think i belong in this world....no friends no nothing.....not even a friend to hear what i want to say....just a good listening ear....i can only help people but cant help myself....why must it be in this way.....anyway just now was quite fun....See him play until quite good...can say an expert liao.....and we played water,,,,been kanna by Kimberlyn and Ming yang and Yi fei...zzzz....wish he was there.....but so sadx.....everyone thinks that i always be guys just to get close to yiu wing......it can be one of the reason but cant i do what i want....i know that girl can never enter the world of guys....so i didnt really asked he must accept me.....just wanted him to be happy....but i give up many things that are like air to me....they supported me which i cant lose...i thinking too seriously....and no one thinks i exist.....haiz...sianz ar dun wish to write anymore la.....

haiz....

2005-04-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

haiz.....the last three days was quite bad for me....been caught for vandalism and also disrespect for teacher...tio a beta form for that....haiz....dun know who so stupid go tell the teacher and kanna get caught haiz...sianz...but another thing is that still get nagged by three teachers in a row.....still ms lee saw my diary..and saw zzzz....sianz liao la i throw the diary away haiz.....i want to cry le.....but never la....lol...
and thursday fell out with kai ling...it all my fault....why did i beat her...if didnt beat then nth happen....why must it be in this way....sianz sia.....and when she ingored me everyone does...i just hate it lor....i know all my fault.....but am i so hateful that they have to do it to me.....out of revenge....i know i am wrong.....but making fun of me may something look serious to me......and for my character nay one would know it....everyone likes seeing me would kill them like that....then why dun they just use a knife kill me then they all no troubles liao....
ya i always p.s them and go play basketball...but......i just want some fun...i know i am the wrongiest person in the five there....always five five five....no even numbers...and i am the odd one...always...and i felt sad...when she didnt talk to me...and well...i go computer enrichment and find my brothers...but saying nothing just go update my blog.....listen to songs...and hear chee fu calling me for fun...damn him la.....in a bad mood liao stilll come to joke for this kind of thing.....hate it hate it!!!!!!!! Haiz......need some kind of relax and time.....

lol...

2005-03-29T11:23:00.000+08:00

Today very suay leh...fell down twice and play basketball been kanna by a guy zzz...sianz ar...but nvr mind can see him...arrr....he just now show attuide said by chee fu and ye jun they all...dun know why..maybe for some reasons...any way we the sec two gb girls went to play basketball using Mei yu ball...and we play until quite fun play the dirty water at the netball court...thenn later i du lan walk away to canteen....tio kanna for saying some things for fun only fuk that guy anyway later we go to the basin and play...water...we kanna here and there...then later kanna Brandon...hahaha...then Kai ling chase me down on the floor...zzz...sian then later hui maire and kai ling ps me and annie...then we go computer lab listen song then come down again then Mei yu and i went to bb court play then when he got back i went back lor....then blah blah blah....sian ar so mch hw ...did not bother to do...lol

A nice day...

2005-03-28T07:31:00.000+08:00

Well, today is a nice and peaceful day.....get to done all the homeworks and add somethings to my blog as well...nth better to do today also...feeling quite boring....hmmm...early 7 am wake up and sat in front of the computer finding some blogs thing and gone to friendster...I just hate boring days...well nothing special going for the days...And consulted my mei about her"relationships things...well it is kind of trouble... when it comes to this...sometimes you gotta to know what you are thinking otherwise it is really bad that can hurt someone ...deeply...i always told myself that love cannot by forced so i never wanted him to accept me...just accept me for who i am...then i think i am contented.....i just want someone to know my presence in his or her life...not a ghost...or anything...i am once a flirt but now i am not...i can think and know what i am doing and i think i had make the right decision after all....it is hurting to love a person...but i am willing to do it....for i know only one thig that i can wait for him...even if he is in love with other girls i will give my blessings to them as a friend...that wat i can only do....better than destroyed them...for no reason....i will not regret for wat i done...that wat i swear two years ago....for i will make my promise......and i will really go for it....i think that realtionship is ni qing wo yan de and i now undertsand wat it really mean....always remember under my heart.... After that....at around 1 pm i think watch a show till now....An hindu show with English translation...called the "Care Taker"....A couple who is going to celebrate their day and when their sons came back , the man retired and wanted to live with their sons to ive their love to them....but their sons and daughter in laws... are bad....and unfillal....make their dad and mum separate from each other...as they know they will never going to part...but their parents are so gd that they willing to do it for their children...and they write letters to each other see though they cant see each other......but....That man meet a gd friend who helped him to earn 1 million....he pulbished his book which is written on his lifetimes....quite touching and sad i cried for several times...Zzzz but it is a nice one...as i learnt that i should be fillal to my parents as i own them my life without them...i wont be who i am now....lol....after that his sons all come up to get the forgivness from their father....and their father disown them.....and their mother too disown them cos of the sake of a wife she have to do the job....that really serves them right...but their grandson is really good buy the new spec for his grandfather instead of wat he have been wanted to have a nice sport shoes...and his youngest son i think if not wrong brought him a car and let he and his wife go back to where their memories are always....really touching....

woossshhh...

2005-03-27T07:18:00.000+08:00

Wow...this friday is a great day...is Good Friday and our GB girls going to a dance performace soemwhere at Bukit Merah i think if not wrong...anyway it was kind of fun..the show titled "StarLight" and also it shows about a girl who loves to sing and have the talents and stuffs...which make her a star and thing started to stressed out for her...and she dun feel like doing anything..and her boyfriend and her best friend is always there to help her...well...she is a fortunate girl lol...to have so many people whom they loves to help me around...lol.... anyway later we go to jurong point but....kai ling cant go as her mother dun lend then Marie went to IMM to shop for the drum sticks...then we three..hui yan annie and me....three lonely and quiet soul went all the way to jurong point...and quite quiet nth to do....just shop around and also buy somethings...lor...after that i went to toliet cos my stomach pains...and ask them to wait at Mac for me....later i went serching for them cos cant fidn them at Mac and i went to buy soemthing....after that went to Mac and Annie say she want to go home liao cos her mother scolding...asking her to go back home...and i went to buy fries then Hui yan go home by MRT and i and Annie went by by bus...kind of long journey lol....reach home ...shower and sat down to watch" CatWoman" kind of fun and exciting....lol...after that went to sleep thinking of him again blah blah blah..... and today also was a boring day...havent done my homework...well gotta to get scolded by the teacher again...as i sms my friend no one reply well...hahah....used to it liao...get scolded everyday...indeed a boring lor...change the skin of my blog...look any better?...Hahaha...blogskins is damn good man...so many choices to choose from...and thank for the designer for the skin...hahaha....

hmmm....

2005-03-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

Well....the last four days was a terrific experience for me....and indeed quite painful lor....i also dun know why...zzz.....remember on Monday that just come back from holiday and a lot of things undone...been scolded and there haiz....zzz...well i am quite a lazy person to say....when i think or see him i just dun feel like doing anything...so sadx well me and annie waited for shuying on tuesday to go mac eat dinner but she kind of late getting out i think...and me and annie and huiyan waited until sometimes ike 6 something then she come out...haiz....and he already gone home lor...but nvm la saw his jersey no.8 hehehe...why not 9 haiz....if 9 then gd wat...zzz look like the fate between us is getting far far away.....suay ar...for wednesday....i just went back home to serch a nice blog skin for my blog but cant find any cos i dun think anything suit somehow...lol...wasted 3 hours on that thing and also on that day kanna nagged by Mrs cheen for the ACJC thing lor....cos only 6 peoples turned up...she quite angry...aiya this kind of thing bo bian one la....anyway i dun really hate her la just sometimes only la...yesterday......get scolded by that idiotic Ms Lee....for not doing homework...well it is normal...and also...i laughed for no reason when se scolded Prabu...then i tio scolded...she said that laugh for wat, is it very funny? Aww....so sadx...hate her till cord and "him" just walk past cos his next lesson is beside my classroom...and me and kai ling talked to hui yan...after that blahblah dun know liao forget....and i didnt go to flag day also becoz of him lor....they played until dun know wat time then i also stayed longer and went back early than them....go mac with hui yan and marie....talk talk talk...nothing better to do went back home...haiz...veri sianz le....and think fo him think of him.....

Weee....going back to school soon...

2005-03-21T07:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz...sian ar going back to school liao tomorrow...but nvr la...even though it is very sian but at least can see him everyday....that the gd thing about school....nothing much special about the school....all the teachers in there likes to scold and nag people so much one especially our DM....they are really very wat lor...sing national athem not good...ask us after recess time sing again...not good...one more time...hrrgghh hate him man...and heng i got to complete my math holiday homework yesterday otherwise going to be scolded by that idiotic Ms Lee....haiz....well still got two holiday homework more but i just dun feel like doing it....just hate the sight of homeworks...if i can make a wish, i will wish that no homeworks will be given in school..Yes!But it will nvr happen one lor....i like to daydream a lot...hahaha anyway...my blog is getting more more beautiful..i am so happy...all i want to thank Annie and Suhaila for giving me the websites and instruction...otherwise i wont be able to make it so beautiful and nice done up blog...Thank guys for being such a great friend to me and really thank for your help^_^.....and also my friendster space of friends is getting bigger and bigger..hahaha have 151 friends for now....wooo..that a big number...haha...Kai ling also have a new blog feel free to check out her at my friends' section.....i used Cloudneo to make up all my thing in my blog...it totally roxs!!!

Anyway here i write again....i dun know why i have chosen blue colour as mine favourite colour...maybe because of the peace and warming sky make me like it...haiz....just feel so sianz....and also got a annoyed sms from my junior...say dun want to go jp already...keep forcing me...kill her ar later...fuk her...man...haiz....sian sianzzzzzzz

Kind of lame...Lol

2005-03-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them stop their relationship...... and so.. the boy wrote this letter tothe girl.. he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..
1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7---- marry you. Our last conversation
8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing youagain.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that Iwouldfind
12--- life very difficult, and I would haveno
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have aheart
14--- to give, but it is not something that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and youarenot
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understandthat
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me afavor
20---if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. Youhaveno
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believeme,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do notthinkthat
25--- I am still your boyfriend."So bad!!

However, before handing overtheletter tothe girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (OddNumbers)So..

haiz...great trouble ahead of me...

2005-03-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

Today, we are supposed to go to the ACJC the reward ceremony but never go because annie and kai ling, one got tuition and one stomachache and for me i am just plain lazy to go.....sianz still have to wear full uniform of the gb one....see the teacher sianz liao still got to wear...so i lie to her say that i got computer training lor...haiz now then i find out that kai ling got go...nice seh.....so guai lol going to get scolded by the cher liao
and my new blog is just starting...get to work on it......my homework for holliday not even done yet...dun know what i was thinking...still say boring haiz....bad me man...haiz...i will go to do later cos sunday i think going to play bball with xue ling they all ma.....my blog is getting more and more beautiful and nicer hahaha...two days only it become so beautiful...i am such a talent lol...jkjk...no la....Evon say change a bit and a bit can liao so i find my way and explore and edit....hahaha...anyway got to do my homework liao write next time...Be contiune....Wooossshhh....finally complete my math holiday homework le.....so sianz nth to do...just log on to computer..write this lor...and read some friendster things......anyway it kind of tired now..gotta to sleep...cant tahan anymore liao...Byebye...

2005-03-20T08:14:00.000+08:00

LoveYa!!!

Italian horoscope...coolz man..

2005-03-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

Below, is an Italianhoroscope and you can find a lot aboutyouself
just by searching your own identity in theItalianway.What you have to do is to find your group
withthe help of your date of birth.Date of Birth Group
01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5

grOuP A1++You consider love as the mostbeautiful thing and you love to fall inlove , but a number of your group members thinkthattheperson they love is not sincere with them.You love to be with your friends and youarealwaysfound to be a dutiful friend. You canhardlycontrolyour patients, which is a very bigdrawback of your nature. The Person who is ruling your mind & heart these days is perfect for you.

gRoUp b2====Your dreams and ambitions aremuch important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love ismuchvaluable in your life but you alwayssearch forsomeone perfect. You hardly trustsomeone.Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive.You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.

gROuP C3^^^You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends.You consider life a very beautiful gift and youlovetoenjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found tobe avery sincere lover. You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloved(s).The person who has just appeared in your mind and you has decided to forward this mail especially to him/her is your real and special friend.

gR()uP d4~~Your always have goals to achieve and you can do everything to fulfill the dreamsof those who loves you. You have a sketch of an ideal in your mind and you always search for that personality. Your friends means a lot to you and you can do everything for the sake of your friend,you a normally found to be an emotional personality. You have a very less control on your patience and due to this sometimes you overreact. The one who sent you this mail &theone towhom you will send this mail first are your real friends.

GrOuP e5###You are found to be a person wholoves to love. You prefer emotional decision more than mental decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfectto call FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of your friends and beloved(s).You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you take everything much lightly.

eeee...Today.....

2005-03-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...well today is kind of boring and veri sianz cos nth to do...i am so lazy to do my holiday homework...evertime do soemthing will recall someone...then when i do math i will recall Ms lee...haiz...that old fashionable teacher again...hate it when last time she scold gregory and milton idiots....and she is a teacher and quite a number of pupils there saw the whole incident....haiz.. what a sad day...well i went up early to make my new blog a new entry...and drink a cup of black coffee to keep me awake hahaha...and went on for the rest of the day until about 1pm...i bathed and watch the ghost movie.."The Park"...kind of scary...i use my blanket to cover myself....dun dare to see le.......later after that went on for computer again....i am a computer nut by the way...come in friendster receive a new testi from my friend suhaila and was shock>.<.... zzzz nvr...so i approve and just give her face if i delete, she will not be happy....as a friend must care for other people's feeling wat....isnt it? I am thinking of deleting but dun want la, anyway most of our school...i mean mostly sec 2 know liao lor...even the person himself know liao...so i think nvrmind de bahx...haiz....anyway this holiday is indeed a boring one!!!!!I want a more happy and memorious one le....better..hahaha...

Jokes taken from my friendster bulletin^_^!!!

2005-03-19T02:21:00.000+08:00

JoKe#1

Ah Beng had just bought a new computer and was using it when he encountered some problems. He decide to use the 'Help' command after some tries. Soon after, he become very irritated and called the computer retailer for support. Ah Beng : "I pressed the 'F1' key for help but it's been over half an hour & still nobody has come to help me. ????

JoKe #2

Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor. The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered, "I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring lor- but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear. So kena lor!" "Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But.. what happened to the other ear?" "That stoopid dumbo called back!"

Story about Jun and Jen

2005-03-19T02:14:00.000+08:00

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...
Jun was very charming & many girls couldn't help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, Jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love himwholeheartedly...Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...Although Jun wasn't able to join her, he felt happy.To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply then he love jen.One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be theirlast dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any further...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen.. she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like thewind...never stop at any point.That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept very quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy &unforgottable memories i had with you.After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..Jun hugged her tightly.He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me toaccompany you?Jen was stunned..pausing for a few seconds,Jen replied...Because...Because i don't wish to let you know...I was crying..

Today..haiz...wat a tiring day..

2005-03-18T12:51:00.000+08:00

Today, annie,kai ling and me decided to do our science project at a mac near our school..hmmm..and we at first planned to meet at 12pm but annie said earlier cos she want to meet her "prince charming" lol...and i also missed "him", hope can see him there..but wat a disappointed day...cant even see him...and when i reached the mac saw gillian and shan mei they all eating....well...i sat by a table near their quietly wait for them...zzzz........ after about 5mins i saw kai ling and waved to her..lame rite...then annie came we eat slowly and chat chat chat..then we begin to do the science project....after that...annie and i decided to go to school to do homework at kai ling didnt bring her homework to come to do...so she went back home and annie said if we cant get into the school, we will go kai ling hse lor..then we sucessfully got into the school but the canteen been "destroyed" ...lol actually is renovating...so we cant do it there....we took a long walk around the school then we go to kai ling hse...reached kai ling hse, annie phoned her..she is so absorbed to the computer that she wasnt hearing the handphone ringing lol...after that we are in her parent room using the com and we are laughing very loudly...like mad women....but really very funny as kai ling typed soemthing to annie friend in msn messager.......anyway we later settled down to do some homework but i done some only cos my brain is thinking all about him and i dun feel like doing anymore..so didnt do lor...sit there chat chat chat...then annie and i went to our school again...dun know for wat..for fun maybe..or to see "him" as his bball practice is around that time ba....still didnt see him gotta to take a long walk outside again then....we went home lor....very tiring le...walk here and there...my legs are numbing...zzz...anyway as i was walking along the way going home...saw Peggy and Xue ling...walking towards me..They said that they just gone play bball..ooo...didnt ask me go..lol..i went back home..take a shower and sat in front of my computer desk and start doing my things ....playing games....blahblah...then went to sleep liao...everyday is just like today...holiday isnt a gd thing to be happy about..especially you dun get to see what you wanted to see everyday....like one pin one pin poke into your body like that...and you will feel sad sad sian sian like that one..

LuvLuvLuv...

2005-03-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hihi,welcome to my new blog or in fact i am a new user to blogspot...and also i love to fall in love...even though it will be painful soemtimes..if been rejected...i dun mind cos hmmm...if you dun like a person..the is no way you can force urself to her or him to make her or he happy...i dun believe in this kind of thing...and i am also that tell myself that love a person with your heart and not your mind...otherwise it will not be fair and happy fro the two of us...i had an ex-boyfriend who is quite gd to me but i regretted it for loving him..as i know i love him with mind...and not my whole heart...i really wantt o said sorry to him...when we broke up, i know i wont have the chance to speak to him anymore..not even one word, i dun know what to say really..everybody may think that been loved and cared by a person is the most happiness thing in the world...but i think another way round...i felt that it is better to love and care for someone than what most people think...as i dun want the person who like me to be hurt or something.....last year i had fall in love with a guy...even though he dun like me..i still love him until now...dun know why....my friends always ask me this question:" Mingxian, why do you like him?"...hmmm...i will always replied:"Does loving a person need reason?" I think i have my reasons but i just couldnt find it down in my heart....and i didnt take much chances to be with him and i recently spoke two sentences to him only....i am not the kind that dare to express feelings to other and especially he is a guy...you know what i mean...and i can say that i really like him....but i am willing to let him go for now....i know quite more about him....it is the communication thing that is lacking out....our distance is like 8 adults away......i do really hope that true love will come to me one day....Rina